And now I'm slipping in between, you and your big dreams

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-26T11:56:00

2006-05-26T18:56:11Z

new lj

http://littlleeches.livejournal.com

pet peeve of the week

2006-05-24T19:57:31Z

i hate it when drunk girls are all over a guy and they cant take the hint when the guy is totally annoyed by it so they keep doing it

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-22T17:52:00

2006-05-23T00:53:00Z

http://littleleeches.livejournal.com

add its my new one

haha this cant be good

2006-05-22T08:39:53Z

like

just

let me be strong tomorrow

thats all
i need

i cant fall back in to this

and if i do
its going to be bad

aguh

so what do i do that you cant seem to want me

2006-05-19T22:58:13Z

then why do we lie here
and whisper goodbyes?

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-18T23:31:00

2006-05-19T06:37:52Z

just putting note up on probably the most amazing playlist ive ever listened to

love and some verses - iron and wine
lasting impressions ( acoustic ) - the starting line
blue carolina - alkaline trio
nerve gas - kill hannah
such great heights - iron and wine
agent orange skies - kill hannah
the trapeze swinger - iron and wine
i caught fire - the used
every thug needs a lady - alkaline trio

there a few more

and btw

waht kind of sicko
puts the song
leaving
by the starting line
as the second track on a valentines day mix?

ew its my birthday

2006-05-18T07:36:06Z

and all im doing is sitting here crying harder than i have in weeks

becuase im so fucking stupid

asdfjksa '

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-18T00:24:00

2006-05-18T07:24:49Z

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corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-17T01:33:00

2006-05-17T08:38:09Z

Have I thought about
What things in life mean to me?
Is this how other people see?
Some sympathetic words would do,
Ill reconsider what I thought I knew.
But its too long down the road to see.
I want nothing better than day of before,
Now whats in store?
I cant say that I dont want it any other way.
I guess I just cant say.

I looked straight up all day
And watched the twilight fade away,
Life moves way to fast for me.
One small fraction of the truth
Grew into what ended me and you,
Its almost what you did for me.

I can see things getting better,
I know what it is thats holding me in place,
But its such a waste of time,
Its wasting all my time.
A little word called indecision,
Nothing less than my best.

I want nothing better than the days of before,
Now whats in store.
I cant say that I dont want it any other way,
I cant say goodbye

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-17T01:28:00

2006-05-17T08:29:04Z

This is the best way i can extend
the lonely words "i miss you"

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-16T19:19:00

2006-05-17T02:19:46Z

major lifestyle change starting right now

im going to lose some weight

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-16T00:40:00

2006-05-16T07:40:33Z

now that ive lost everything to you
you say you wanna start something new
and its breaking my heart youre leaving
baby im greiving

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-15T09:23:00

2006-05-15T16:24:35Z

so
i can see it all happening
and i let it happen
i let that momentum build up
becuase I know what's in store for later
but i just have to stop and make it known that
I'm not desperate anymore
And i have too much respect for myself
to give in

i wont do that this time

it will be one sided only

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-14T03:30:00

2006-05-14T10:30:56Z

You took it back
How could you go and do something like that
My fingernail phase
Worst has got the best of you
I ask you and I know I need to change
You took it back
You ripped my heart out of me then you put it back
I'm pulling my hair
I let you just a million times
I love you even though it isn't fair
Run we go around again in circles
Play this game over again

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-13T07:44:00

2006-05-13T14:44:55Z

im pmsing so hard i fucking hate everyone right now
like

i havent had this bad of a morningin so long
i had such a bad anxiety attack which just resulted in me throwing things around my room and pulling my hair out and hitting things and now my hands hurt really bad and its not making anything better

i hate everything
i think

like i just really
want to
make you angry

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-13T01:16:00

2006-05-13T08:17:54Z

i just ran everything through my brain completly

i am a stupid fool

so much fucked up shit was said
so much

like

why do ilet people do this to me i dont know :[

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-13T00:31:00

2006-05-13T07:33:39Z

I think I found a secret Entrance,
to a strange new land.
it took me years of exploration
but it looks so grand.
There is enough enough to occupy me
inside me this powerful drug.
Save me from the burderns
of unconditional love.

I cut you down like a telephone pole.
What went wrong?
You tore me up in an envelope.
and now the evidence is gone.

I don't believe in second chances,
What we had is through.
I'm sick of making fake entances,
to appear to you.
I'll listen to devious conversation,
generate the gossip now.
Stir up the rebels against you,
slicker than an oil spill.

I cut you down like a telephone pole.
What went wrong?
You tore me up in an envelope.
and now the evidence is gone.

It feels right.
it feels like a torn up photograph,
Now that i've learned to get a long.
It rings like,
it stings like some sarcastic laugh.
Now that the evidence is gone

I cut you down like a telephone pole.
What went wrong?
You tore me up in an envelope.
and now the evidence is gone.

tonight was crazy. the erector set got a myspace, it excited me. Mum makes me feel really empty but its a good empty like on a rainy day

empty is good sometimes i like it.

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-11T23:01:00

2006-05-12T06:01:04Z

downward spiral starts now

break my heart or break my fall

2006-05-11T01:37:39Z

im unsettled letting go of you
and sleeping the night in silence

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-09T01:11:00

2006-05-09T08:11:17Z

i cant do this to myself anymore+--099878766

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-04T20:42:00

2006-05-05T03:42:53Z

we got older
but we're still young
we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

we;ve both grown up alot.

so let's see where this goes

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-04T11:38:00

2006-05-04T18:39:09Z

yuhhhh

tomorrow
:D

ben harr and james and trevor and elena and jesica and

POT AND ALCHOHOL OMG
hahaha

:D
yay

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-03T19:46:00

2006-05-04T02:46:11Z

i dont think i do
i dont think i do
i dont think i do

corexcorexcore @ 2006-05-03T12:28:00

2006-05-03T19:28:27Z

i CANT myself miss him

\and i cant let this other be just a replacement

corexcorexcore @ 2006-04-30T07:34:00

2006-04-30T14:34:52Z

i hoped it would be a little refreshing to get my mind on someone else
but right now it's just scary

i am scared
dont let me get hurt again